5x04 // 9x18
so are wings the equivalent of strap ons?
I simultaneously feel like I’m a toddler and a thousand years old.
I can’t believe this happened to me.
[“WHY DO YOU KNOW SO MUCH ABOUT THIS?” (Fanfic Flamingo) FIC RESEARCH]
Every time someone talks to me about pregnancies. Or escorts.
Can’t you see it? Can’t you read it in their smiles? In every word spoken and even more in those unsaid. Look at their faces. How long has it been since we’ve seen them smile? Really, truly smile? And we know it’s not fake, cause they can’t even see each other, but they’ll smile nonetheless. It’s real and and it’s pure. It’s there in gentle teasing and quiet memories. It’s in a simple question. How are you, Dean? Well, in front of Sam he’ll shake that question easy enough, never was one for chick flick moments you know. But you can see what it means to him, how he’s still surprised that anyone would even care, and how much it means to him that Cas would bother to ask. It’s love. That’s what’s there, and if you can’t see it you must have your eyes closed. Because there’s not one second of this that says otherwise. And when Cas speaks, and there it is again. I miss life on the road, I miss the smell of worn leather and whiskey, I miss you.
my sexuality: dean calling cas baby
It is often said that eyes are the windows to the soul. When I first heard Sam utter the words “blackout windows” in 9x19 I immediately thought “black eyes”. In this scene they’re trying to determine if they house they’re in is where the vampires are staying, and I suppose that line was put in there to indicate that yes, vampires are here because they have blacked out the windows to prevent sunlight from getting in. However, there were many, many ways for the show to clue us in that Sam and Dean had the right house. But they chose this.
They chose to show us that the windows to a house being occupied by vampires, creatures who were the literal manifestation of toxic co-dependency in this episode, had windows that were completely blacked out.
The house overrun with vampires is destined to have it’s windows blacked out.
The man overcome with poisonous co-dependency is destined to have his eyes blacked out.
Foreshadowing that maybe the only way for Dean to be saved from total darkness is for him to finally learn to let go of the poisonous bond that caused all of this in the first place?
I can’t stop thinking about that line either and it wasn’t in the show but in one of the Jensen’s last interviews he said ‘Dean needs someone to open up a window for him soon’.
Not just open a window, but open a window and let light in… Since light can kill the evil inside.
And we all know who’s been associated with light for a long time now… :’)
Yo Imma let you finish, but the Frey’s had the best wedding of all time.
when I commit to a person, I FUCKING COMMIT. if their depression, anxiety or life comes knocking, you bet your ass i’m at the door with a double sided axe waiting for a good fight.
you cant expect people, to always be happy, even if they are in love. because life doesn’t stop for anyone. But you can be there for the good fight.
my god why can’t everyone be like this